name: vanessa.
age: twenty.
sign: cancer.
location: canada.
using: adobe cs4.

> pictures;

> ten facts of life;

one; i'm pumped to move out next september. i need out of this house, this school, this city.
two; i can sit and watch any tv show i like in huge marathons... a day will pass before i realize it's pathetic i'm not sick of it yet.
three; i'm obsessively in love with hedley. i LOVE/want to marry jacob hoggard and chris crippin is rediculously attractive. i also want someone like dave to be my best friend. hedley gets me through everything.
four; i think this past year and a half i've changed more, and gone places that i NEVER saw coming. i'm laughably wrong at where i predicted i'd be, and where i am. somehow i'm hoping that's the beauty of life.
five; starbucks tuna wrap and iced passion tea lemonade <3 .
six; this year i've lost two of my closest friends. one sucks but its so fucked up i can't figure out what to do, the other flipped everything i thought was real around. somedays i want both back so much, others i figure i'll be just fine without.
seven; my cat is awesome.
eight; i freak out over money WAY too much.
nine; i'd rather be honest, admit to situations, toughen up and make mistakes, than bury my head in the sand and pretend everything will get better as long as i ignore it.
ten; at the end of the day i feel like i'm lost but still walking, trying to figure it out on my own.